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During chemo, you’re more tired than you’ve ever been. It’s like a cloud passing over the sun, and suddenly you’re out. You don’t know how you’ll answer the door when your groceries are delivered. But you also find that you’re stronger than you’ve ever been. You’re clear. Your mortality is at optimal distance, not up so close that it obscures everything else, but close enough to give you depth perception. Previously, it has taken you weeks, months, or years to discover the meaning of an experience. Now it’s instantaneous.”
Melissa Bank

Calender

February 2012
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Lost immortality

We were once young, like gods,
Hot from our mother’s womb,
We roamed the earth with certainty,
Shouted out with loud arrogance.

Our bodies were ours to command,
To bend to every whim and wish,
We walked with the jaunty ease of youth,
Without fear or hesitation.

Gone now are those endless days,
Where all life was new and bright,
Now we retreat into the past,
To hide from the relentless press of time.

Our bodies and our senses fail,
We grow wary and uncertain,
Ever fearful of the final hour,
As we turn to face our mortality.

(5/1/10)