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When the Japanese mend broken objects, they aggrandize the damage by filling the cracks with gold. They believe that when something’s suffered damage and has a history it becomes more beautiful.”
Barbara Bloom

Calender

May 2012
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Alone with the devil

In a room on my own with the devil, that’s where I am,
I know there are people to support and hold my hand,
But it’s just me on my own in a room with the devil.

I’m on my own in a room with the devil, and he’s talking to me,
He’s telling me that death is the end and darkness waits for me,
That’s what the devil says in that room on my own.

In that room on my own with just the devil and me,
I can hear people shouting support and encouragement for me,
But they’re outside that room with me on my own with the devil.

In that room on my own with the devil,
The devil tries to be my friend and says he understands me,
That’s what he says in the room with me.

And that devil in the room on my own with me,
Says it’s all my fault for being bad you see,
That’s what the devil says to me.

On my own in that room with the devil,
He stabs me with my guilt and makes me bleed,
That devil in the room with me.

And in that room on my own with the devil,
I feel my soul grow weak and my fear increase,
Because I’m all alone in a room with the devil you see.